Is it the norm to take for granted the person that loves you and is a permanant stable fixture in your life.Im talking friends as well as relationships.
When you know for eg. your wife or gfriend is there, u can stop paying attention to her and stop attending to her every whim,but you rather pay atttention to a person and spend all your energy on the other person who doesnt really give a shit whether you exist or not.
I think in the begining of relationships its like that where everything is given both ways equally, and then its just down hill from there.
But nevau mind there is always someone that is giving you the effort and attention that you are lacking,its like a circle i supose.
Marriage always seems that way unless you are blessed with a good person as the other half and married you for the right reasons.
Wednesday, April 16, 2008
Wednesday, April 9, 2008
Wear and tear
Im not well physically n mentally, i just feel xhausted like i cant go on.TOday was worse i had flippen cramps and there was no drugs,shit i slept most of teh morning at work until the pain subsided.
What is ths world without drugs ??
Sad and unhappy and full of tears.
On the other side of that comment.
Last night i heard a sermon should i say from a priest that came to pray for my granny and aunt.
He spoke about wear and tear of our body and our spirit ,and how we should fill this void up with God's Love and give all our pains and problems to God ,so true.
We need God more than we need anything in this materialist world.
I need a break from everyone,especially myself.
What is ths world without drugs ??
Sad and unhappy and full of tears.
On the other side of that comment.
Last night i heard a sermon should i say from a priest that came to pray for my granny and aunt.
He spoke about wear and tear of our body and our spirit ,and how we should fill this void up with God's Love and give all our pains and problems to God ,so true.
We need God more than we need anything in this materialist world.
I need a break from everyone,especially myself.
Thursday, April 3, 2008
beautiful
The only beautiful things are the things that do not concern us.”
Soemtimes your best is never good enough and you are never good enough,and just maybe you should just let go because they are not good enough.
Soemtimes your best is never good enough and you are never good enough,and just maybe you should just let go because they are not good enough.
Monday, March 31, 2008
Sex And Money
Paul Oakenfold &Pharell
Cold, cold, cold but leaving me hot hot hot (cold) (x6)
Girls in the club want sex 'n' money
Girls in the club want sex 'n' money
Girls in the club want sex 'n' money
Girls in the club want sex 'n' money
Cold, cold, cold but leaving me hot hot hot (cold)
Cold, cold, cold but leaving me hot hot hot (cold)
Girls just want sex and money
Cold, cold, cold but leaving me hot hot hot (cold) (x6)
Girls in the club want sex 'n' money
Girls in the club want sex 'n' money
Girls in the club want sex 'n' money
Girls in the club want sex 'n' money
Cold, cold, cold but leaving me hot hot hot (cold)
Cold, cold, cold but leaving me hot hot hot (cold)
Girls just want sex and money
Tuesday, March 25, 2008
Easter Weeknd
This weekend totally rocked,I thought it would be boring but to my surprise i had a blast.Saturday nite i went my frends house for a braai chilled a while,then wen to traxx ,to my surprise i enjoyed dancing to some hardcore shit,only regret was not wearing more comfortable clothing.
I slept for 2 hours ,then went to winkelspruit till 4 ,then it was straight to vaca ,i dont remember which is a good thing but i had a blast nonetheless.
I slept for 2 hours ,then went to winkelspruit till 4 ,then it was straight to vaca ,i dont remember which is a good thing but i had a blast nonetheless.
Wednesday, March 12, 2008
Pon and Zi
Yay!! i found it ....I just love these characters and now i found them.
the blue is the girl and yellow is the guy..tooo adorable.
Sunday, March 2, 2008
Catching up
Lets see it's been almost a month sonce my last post ,not like it had any details of my Fab life in it.
Work has been hectic taking its toll on me,thanks God the honours thesis are almost in and i dont have to see last years students anymore.This years students are a better much friendlier bunch though.
social calendar on teh whole has been quiet busy,made a few new friends i guess the year changed and so did my friends.
Change is good it exposes you to diffrent people with well different attitudes and perspectives on life.I was going thru a really hard time and then i met some friends who really where there for me and made me forget about all the inconsiderate self centred ppl that i know.
Lets see iv'e been to the beach in Ballito for a picnic one saturday afternoon with one of my buddies,it was an awesum sight totally beautiful,i need to go back there its alike a piece of heaven on earth.
Ive been to the opening of the new club traxx,not that grand wouldn't want to go back there again. Raffles was way better, had a party there met some guys and new hardcore rave freaks but no thanks im over that shit now.Went to Sibaya for that prawn festival,i ate prawns till it came out my ears.Ohh lets not forget tilt ive been there after a year since i fell i didnt look back,i met up with my old Tilt "buddies"hehe lets not go there,Tilt was nice Cups n Noushy came wit as well as the whole crew and not forgettin my cusn Sarah.
Guys well, i met a few that were really sweet and nice and lets say diffrent from the usual but too clingy,alls well with guys in the begining i mean they treat you like a queen and then when they get comfortable they take the fact that you will always be there for granted. and well im not ready to start anything with anyone i just want to be by myself.I dont think i can handle anymore emotional shit.
Well living arrangements have changed staying by my aunt,its really peacefull and diffrent to be independant,get up do what you want and well no curfew not like i want to go anywhere, i like the peace.
Work has been hectic taking its toll on me,thanks God the honours thesis are almost in and i dont have to see last years students anymore.This years students are a better much friendlier bunch though.
social calendar on teh whole has been quiet busy,made a few new friends i guess the year changed and so did my friends.
Change is good it exposes you to diffrent people with well different attitudes and perspectives on life.I was going thru a really hard time and then i met some friends who really where there for me and made me forget about all the inconsiderate self centred ppl that i know.
Lets see iv'e been to the beach in Ballito for a picnic one saturday afternoon with one of my buddies,it was an awesum sight totally beautiful,i need to go back there its alike a piece of heaven on earth.
Ive been to the opening of the new club traxx,not that grand wouldn't want to go back there again. Raffles was way better, had a party there met some guys and new hardcore rave freaks but no thanks im over that shit now.Went to Sibaya for that prawn festival,i ate prawns till it came out my ears.Ohh lets not forget tilt ive been there after a year since i fell i didnt look back,i met up with my old Tilt "buddies"hehe lets not go there,Tilt was nice Cups n Noushy came wit as well as the whole crew and not forgettin my cusn Sarah.
Guys well, i met a few that were really sweet and nice and lets say diffrent from the usual but too clingy,alls well with guys in the begining i mean they treat you like a queen and then when they get comfortable they take the fact that you will always be there for granted. and well im not ready to start anything with anyone i just want to be by myself.I dont think i can handle anymore emotional shit.
Well living arrangements have changed staying by my aunt,its really peacefull and diffrent to be independant,get up do what you want and well no curfew not like i want to go anywhere, i like the peace.
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