Butterflies

I can say that i do remember when last i had butterflies and it was this weekend...

I remember when i was younger i used to get it alot and when u see a guy u have a crush on or when something happends for the first time or unexpentantly.

This weekend after 2 weeks i saw my bfrend n i had butterflies and the strange thing is we both felt it...weird i know after going out with someone for 1 n half years.

i can say that love is hardest hing i had to endure my whole life its something that can make and break you and toy with your emotions,it sux if i had to do it over again i wouldnt fall in love ,im not strong enough rather not live on the edge and gaurd your feeling against these people that try and convince you otherwise.

Long Island Ballito

Weekend away

Weekend has come and gone and i had a kiff time with my friends.We booked a place in Ballito called Long Island,lovely place .We didnt do much just chilled watch movies ate alot ,had a braai.



I visited Tongaat a place called the village to do a lil shopping looks like a little grey street mmmm.My Bf stays there but its not my kind athing hey now i understand why they drive all the way to town to shop n chill.

change

THings that are diffrent :

My new job
More stress
My boyfrend
My age

Shuckssss...
I dont like it much but i opted for it now im stuck here.

Weekends coming and we booked a flat in ballito lets see how it pans out.
I have to go shopping for food stuff today what a freaken headache.
Hope the weekends worth the wait n the trouble

All cried out

Thats what i am,the last week has been tiring nad taken a toll on me.

My granpa passed away last week friday and was buried a week later.
I think because it took so long fo rteh funeral everything was not laid down to rest until we actually had a chance to say goodbye,its still unbelievable but u cant hold onto someone foreva i was just blessed to have him for such along time.

Such is life of uncertantity i duno where im going, i feel sometimes like i just wantto give up on tehgood things in life.Is it just a fantasy to believe that everything will be good n fine oneday and forget the bad thing and hope they will stay in the past.

Why cant i just be happy,i do make the most of everything?????

July holidays

Amnesia

Im losing my mind although i think i lost it long time ago its just getting worse.

Im trying to think back to what the last few weeks and well its not coming to me.

Lets see my bro got hijacked i was quiet heartsore about da car but hes okay and thats all that matters.

Bf wise i fight alot make up alot and well thats normal for relationships everything in life has its ups n downs in n outs,but i love him lots and most.

Went for teh July 5 fm afterparty sucked big time lots of racial fights ,eish didnt have a good time at all.

July holidays rocked went out almost everyday for the last 2 weeks eating n joling,playing pool,jc and clubbing was relaxing enjoyed spending time with my friends.