SMiley Week!

Ja ja i know i only write here when i im sad n angry n got issues,but u see i dont have many post so i really dont have that much issues.

Nehows i can honestly say this week has been good,its true 'What doesnt kill you makes u stronger '

I feel stronger i can think clearer but im still undecided about where im heading in life and what im doing.I know im old already i should know these things but i dont.I have a new friend, a really sweet guy junaid,way younger than me but we get on really well and he's funny n entertaining n i enjoy being hes friend.My parents are gone to jhb for the weekend so its home alone tis weekend.Parrrty up!

Me n Angy watched 'My best friends girl' last night,Freaken hilarious seriously its da shit i really enjoyed it.

Good Friends in strangers

You know sometimes when u just having the most fucked up day,okay thats been happening alot,but anyhows saturday was when i hit below road level,and everything just seemed unbearable,and at that very moment somebody saves your soul.Ya ya that happend to me,i met afew new people that made me feel like ive known them for ages and were genuinly concerned and cared about how i felt at that moment.

Neways following that moment i went to the Rugby'' yeah!!!!It was awesome i had a blast with people i met for the first time.Follwoing that i met up with my other frends and went for supper and chilled like regte indians at Lugz talking shit and dancing into the night,It was just what i needed with people who i needed.

All i can say is SWeeT!!!!

May the bastids that fuck up your day n fuck up your life get what they deserve '''Im drinking to that" cheers

My Weekend In Bakerton

I spent a few days in Bakerton ,springs after Eid with my best friend Luthy.Was kewl went to work with her hanged out at east gate more like walked our feet off.

Saturday we went to the H20 in Boksburg in the late afternoon,Djs on the main dance floor were off the hook ,met up with my bras from durban and had an awesome time.

5 am sunday morning i was back in durbz ,back to the drama of my friends,now wanting to kill each other,eishhh.

The drama never ends.

Im still got my own drama between me and my boyfriend has been a tuff week for me,he told me hes leaving for UK next year,but such is life uncertain and a rollercoaster most of the times.

Me in the Magzzz

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Girls Of Riyadh by Rajaa Alsanea

Im on the last chapter of my book that kept me company this weekend,i didnt even notice the weekend that flew pass.

This book follows the love lives of girls that are ready for marriage and what its like to live under the shariah law and what kind of behaviour is expected of girls like them from elite saudi families.

Lots of life lessons and too many love lessons to be learnt, we take for granted the freedom of way of life we have.

But reading the book i realised that men all around the world no matter what are still the same.There was a section in the book which descibes each kind of male and the reason for their kind of behaviour,all psychology and very enlightning.

A good read..

Anger

Its already the end of ramadaan,and the days have gone by so fast its shocking.

This year i experienced something different and last night i was really upset and my group of close friends, i was trying to understand why was everyone fighting non stop at each other and gossiping,it was just hurtful and awful,that they spend the whole month praying and in dhikr and at taraweeh but it doesnt stop them from being fighting and being angry.

I am victim to such anger as well,i have no idea why my bfrend is ignorning me for a week now,previous to that we were fighting every week in ramadaan for no reason at all.

Im sad but what do?

Butterflies

I can say that i do remember when last i had butterflies and it was this weekend...

I remember when i was younger i used to get it alot and when u see a guy u have a crush on or when something happends for the first time or unexpentantly.

This weekend after 2 weeks i saw my bfrend n i had butterflies and the strange thing is we both felt it...weird i know after going out with someone for 1 n half years.

i can say that love is hardest hing i had to endure my whole life its something that can make and break you and toy with your emotions,it sux if i had to do it over again i wouldnt fall in love ,im not strong enough rather not live on the edge and gaurd your feeling against these people that try and convince you otherwise.