Drakensburg Winter holidays 2011

No i dont want to!

i duno what it is but i dont adapt well to change.It seems like its my fault but to me.Im not the problem everything else is.All my life all i do is try everyday to be happy as i feel this is the most important thing in life,i built everything around me so i can comfortable and happy in my little bubble.Now its all upset and my bubble is gone,im unhappy im not adjusting well to certain people and certain places.

i dnt know what to do, im stuck somewhere out there in an unknown place with unknown people that i dont want to be with.i wana be with my people my happy people back in my happy little bubble.

Naat Sarkar Ki Parta Hoon Mein with Lyrics

and the Endless wedding continue

And it was my best friend who tied the knot recently,was indeed a fairytale wedding and one of the happiest moments ever to see my oldest n dearest friend get married.I have a few more wedding to go this year and def running out of outfits.Last year i remembered saying when last have i been to a wedding and this year its like a rat race every week,proposals and wedding and receptions.

On that note our six months anniversary is coming up and Thursday we getting registered my official wedding licence yay!i will be a Mrs Basha then.

Well lets ive moved over to Tongaat (the farm) and well i don't think i'm adjusting very well.Im terribly homesick and miss my family tons n tons,but i guess someday in your life u have to sacrifice and everyday you cant be happy and have no issues.

What makes everything bearable is my wonderful husband(definetly)

TOo the Farm u go

My first official day i moved to Tongaat to live with the hubby,travelling was okay for today :) Now just nee dto adjust to everything else and everyone else.I guess in time i will get use to living with other people,other than my own family its going to different but thats what life is all about keep the ball rolling and embrace change.Oh so first time ill have a pet cat around she hisses at me so probably have to wait for her to get used to me.

Me and my Buddies for Blackout 3 party

Thailand - def an experience

I never knew Thailand was so huge a whole country on its own,i never knew there were so many thousands of people living in poverty trying to make a living, trying to survive.

Bangkok at first sight is beautiful but beyond the magnificent airport is broken buildings and pollution enough to choke you to death.Traffic consist of bicycles,taxis and expensive cars- so either got it or you dont!an amazing sight is that there are no traffic control there is a gridlock 24/7 and everyone moves in co-ordination and amazing enough theres no accidents or road rage.

Bangkok consist of malls and markets people selling and walking on top of each other everyone is packed like sardines,even in between you find cooking and eating and 100 different smells of food.A place you can buy something for 1000 baht one minute and next minute you can buy it for 10 baht.

Food lets see Thai food is def not for me,its fresh crunchy veggies floating in water ,everything floats in water even the polony and viennas "Wheres the oil n the butter and spices people!!!"

The only thing we could eat and only thing we ate is sea food prawns n prawns with everything i don't want to see seafood for a long long time!

Phuket well we stayed in Patong a place where you can buy and sell beautiful people and well where beautiful people are literally made.Our days were spent doing facials ,massages ,manicures, pedicures and relaxing.It rained all day so slops n shorts n a tshirt was your best bet.

At night Patong came alive with the thai people well selling themselves,It was like sin city itself unbelievable,the only customers were foreiners.In Bangla street you only see pole dancers and prostutites n bars and ping pong shows (xrated shit) i guessed that why the tsunami hit patong only because of all the shit and evil that went on there.

There were lady boys everywhere u cant really tell the difference between one and girl,just they were much taller with bigger hands.In Patong the party never ends every night is like a saturday night.

Thailand is still definitely the Land of Smiles,because the most humble helpful people live there.10 000 000 poverty striken people trying to survive.