August is here!

Supose to be the month of year for me,but as i get older it just gets more sad n i dnt look forward to it :(
not that all my previous years werent well celebrated like it was a national holiday and everyone celebrated with me,always was such a big party time of the year for me.but now i just getting older and its sad to admit that, lol not like i can do anything abt it.

I can actually say ive changed and so have my ways old age has finally caught up with me,n i prefer to relax n do nothing.My bf has already bought me so much presents so theres nothing else i could ask for plus its in ramadaan so there,i can make lotsa duas that i age well.

We moving now,actually my parents are so we,ve been busy painting and tiling and redecorating ,such fun everything new n out with the old.It will be diffrent i wont be staying central town anymore moving to sherwood, no waking up to bus noises or taxi hooters,no neighbours screaming and fighting ,no more drama.

Now ill have to get my licence that's a must now because theres no busses or taxi's in my area.

So goes on busy August month,seems like the whole world is born in this month,all the arrogant,boastful lions(me)

supper @ocean

Went for supper last night at Ocean basket marine parade,the service there really sucked,its the worse service ive had in such a long time.

Biryani Day

It was actually my bf best frends wedding yesterday so they had sorta 2 weddings on one day,very tiring but lovely.I had Biryani like the whole day im not complaining cause its one of my fav foods :)

Healthy eating plan start

Anyhows i started a healthy eating plan 2 weeks ago,tryin to cut out carbs and junk food ,i have relapses on some days but mostly keeping on track.I need to lose the weight i picked up while i wa sick ,how hard is this going to be considering i love food and all i do is eat out,but im sorto managing.I have some friends dieting with me so the company is cool.So far i lost 2 kgs.yay for me!!!!

Tiesto!

In the moonlight, in the daylight
Struggle to get on
And you know me, understand me
You will make me strong
You will make me strong
You will make me strong

Look at me, here I am
Reaching for your arms again
I saw the hurt and all the pain
And get back on my feet again





Hear you sighing through the crying
I am not alone
Cause he see me, want to be me
Melancholy so
Melancholy so

Look at me, here I am
Reaching for your arms again
I saw the hurt and all the pain
And get back on my feet again

T Conference

Mixed Emotions

Gosh my head is spinning my mind is full of diffrent tHoughtS,I'm excited to be goin to jhb to see my frends and lil niece Ziya and to go be goin to tiestO on the other hand my heart is sore after my secoind aunty passed away from cancer this morning. I got the flu work is insane we have a conference friday I'm thinking what to wear what to do dozing myelf with meds to get better so I can be fine for the weekend. Its my 3 year anniversary n wondering wht ppl r trying to ruin my relationship n trying to get n the way.its too much too handle all too overwheming for me