Wednesday, April 23, 2008

Oh so Heavenly!!

Im officially addicted,can't wait to go home,
it makes the cold so much more bearable.

Don't buy me chocolate just throw bubble bath at me 'but miss'.

Tuesday, April 22, 2008

Playing mommy

The weekend was planned to be restfull,but the wrecking crew and their lil friends came over to stay,i had to put up with 3 *12 year old and 2 *5 year olds.

I cleaned the house saturday the whole day,saturday night came and all that was wrecked and dirtied,sun morning came 6 am blsting music and video games,then nikka n leonell starting baking burnt cookies and burnt bran muffin cake.

After making lunch for them i just gave up and slept till about 7 pm.
Yesterday was spent cleaning the house again ,i hope they don't visit this weeknd i had enough never give birth to any of these brats.

i rather party a bit n run away from there,im playing single female this weekend and week to come,i want to be alone this weekend.

Wednesday, April 16, 2008


Circle of ungratefullness

Is it the norm to take for granted the person that loves you and is a permanant stable fixture in your life.Im talking friends as well as relationships.

When you know for eg. your wife or gfriend is there, u can stop paying attention to her and stop attending to her every whim,but you rather pay atttention to a person and spend all your energy on the other person who doesnt really give a shit whether you exist or not.

I think in the begining of relationships its like that where everything is given both ways equally, and then its just down hill from there.

But nevau mind there is always someone that is giving you the effort and attention that you are lacking,its like a circle i supose.

Marriage always seems that way unless you are blessed with a good person as the other half and married you for the right reasons.

Wednesday, April 9, 2008

Wear and tear

Im not well physically n mentally, i just feel xhausted like i cant go on.TOday was worse i had flippen cramps and there was no drugs,shit i slept most of teh morning at work until the pain subsided.

What is ths world without drugs ??
Sad and unhappy and full of tears.

On the other side of that comment.

Last night i heard a sermon should i say from a priest that came to pray for my granny and aunt.
He spoke about wear and tear of our body and our spirit ,and how we should fill this void up with God's Love and give all our pains and problems to God ,so true.

We need God more than we need anything in this materialist world.

I need a break from everyone,especially myself.

Thursday, April 3, 2008


The only beautiful things are the things that do not concern us.”

Soemtimes your best is never good enough and you are never good enough,and just maybe you should just let go because they are not good enough.