The married life routine has started

So we one month on our own now, not much has changed still living in one part of the flat "'roll eyes'' i just cant find the time.Life is so busy i dont know how our mothers ever managed coming home cleaning, cooking, washing clothes ironing the list goes on... lets not forget kids in that eqaution.im just trying to get my head around this new routine, soemtimes its fun but you come home so late, hubby comes home later by that time u exhaughsted, heres to the rest of our lives in routine.

Weekends are already booked out trying to get some sleep shopping for things to fill the house with, or spent in Durban by my parents 'how i miss civilization' did i mention i officially live in a village now.I went from Durban CBD to the Suburbs to the Farm to the Village(officially its called that).

Lets not forget work!im headed for a breakdown stressed out i cnt even think straight most days, i wake up generally with a smile and mentally prepare myself for a good day but soon as i reach campus its downhill, teh university is in a mess Reconfiguration they calling it, we dont know where we will be next year, we dont know anything for now(shrug)

No i dont want to!

i duno what it is but i dont adapt well to change.It seems like its my fault but to me.Im not the problem everything else is.All my life all i do is try everyday to be happy as i feel this is the most important thing in life,i built everything around me so i can comfortable and happy in my little bubble.Now its all upset and my bubble is gone,im unhappy im not adjusting well to certain people and certain places.

i dnt know what to do, im stuck somewhere out there in an unknown place with unknown people that i dont want to be with.i wana be with my people my happy people back in my happy little bubble.

and the Endless wedding continue

And it was my best friend who tied the knot recently,was indeed a fairytale wedding and one of the happiest moments ever to see my oldest n dearest friend get married.I have a few more wedding to go this year and def running out of outfits.Last year i remembered saying when last have i been to a wedding and this year its like a rat race every week,proposals and wedding and receptions.

On that note our six months anniversary is coming up and Thursday we getting registered my official wedding licence yay!i will be a Mrs Basha then.

Well lets ive moved over to Tongaat (the farm) and well i don't think i'm adjusting very well.Im terribly homesick and miss my family tons n tons,but i guess someday in your life u have to sacrifice and everyday you cant be happy and have no issues.

What makes everything bearable is my wonderful husband(definetly)

Butterflies

I can say that i do remember when last i had butterflies and it was this weekend...

I remember when i was younger i used to get it alot and when u see a guy u have a crush on or when something happends for the first time or unexpentantly.

This weekend after 2 weeks i saw my bfrend n i had butterflies and the strange thing is we both felt it...weird i know after going out with someone for 1 n half years.

i can say that love is hardest hing i had to endure my whole life its something that can make and break you and toy with your emotions,it sux if i had to do it over again i wouldnt fall in love ,im not strong enough rather not live on the edge and gaurd your feeling against these people that try and convince you otherwise.

Pon and Zi

Yay!! i found it ....I just love these characters and now i found them.

the blue is the girl and yellow is the guy..tooo adorable.