Wednesday, October 8, 2014

Day 1 - 'You' .... but me we're the same person i think

So here's a silly selfie, I'm  really bad at taking pictures of myself :p #noedits

Tuesday, October 7, 2014

Photo a day

So my blog is empty and lonely and neglected so I decided to fill it up with irrelevant  and random pictures following a photo a day post thingy

Wednesday, October 1, 2014

Anxiety i call it maybe

I don't know what it is, I feel so lost like I don't know what to do next with my life!

Like I don't know where I suppose to be or what I suppose to have. I really cant  compare myself to anyone, everyone is different and at different stages in their life with their own dreams that they are in pursuit of.

I'm having little panic attacks or waves of anxiety. I normally just block things out and carry on with my busy life doing things but lately I feel like I want to just stay at home and be by myself *sigh*.

Maybe its change of environment or getting older or I just don't really fkn know, maybe I just need a kick in the right direction.

Tuesday, July 8, 2014

New adventure time

So my 3 years living on my own and living the quiet farm life is over.
Moved back to Durban last week. Starting a new chapter of my life,I  had a bit of hard time leaving my first home>Casa da Basha< which I loved very much it was perfect only just a bit too far from civilization and work.

Staying with the Rents while we sort our new place out. Its just piled up with boxes and bags until we have time to sort it out, moving from a 3 bedroom to a 1 bedroom little house is going to prove to be a quiet a challenge.
My parents have been kind enough to house all my clothes and whatever cant be accommodated in my little house.

Gosh I feel a bit overwhelmed, out of my comfort zone into the real world where everyone knows your face and your name.I'm running into people I haven't seen in like 10 years, mostly im trying to walk into shops trying to avoid eye contact.
Eish the things you have to go through.

So with all this extra time on my hands>actually takes away 2 hours of travelling everyday < my daily goal was just getting home and sleeping.
Now I have all this time that I do constructive things like maybe gym and just new avenues to explore mmmm....

Thursday, April 10, 2014

Thursday, February 6, 2014

December 2013 -2014 Vacay Cape Town

Amazing tymz 2013/2014