Wednesday, May 30, 2007

A week in my life!

This Week has gone by really fast,well its because ive been busy with students and exam queries,lets hope everything goes smoothly.At least somethings in life can be controlled and other things you just have to sit back and let destiny run its course,whatever is meant to happen will.

Lets see the weekend brought lots of highs and lows but i was mostly high ,lol in high spirits trying to live in the moment.Panama friday night was awesome,after long i partied all out "Roger Goode VS Martin McHale",all good grace goes to Martin ofcos,untouchable yet again.

Anyways before that experience everyone else went to chek out Lady Lea but i was watching "Pirates"yes Pirates of the Cari-Be-an 3 as some would say.First time i watched the whole film and i had to so i was forced to enjoy it.I dont actually remember watching one,but POC 2 i remember..... me ,zai n noori went with the boys to watch it,then an hour into the movie we fell asleep,then I yes I came up with the idea of running away,yes we all dont have cars but we were ditching the guys,so the 3 musketeers ran around gateway 11.30 pm in the night looking for a lift to town,this being saturday night ofcourse.

Anyways we phoned Mr F our superhot friend(hehe) and he picked us up and took us to 3s for an awesome night that we can't really recall.Oh! wait i can recall now,we didnt go home we went to Kranskop for the first time ,yes with Ridwaan n Otta ,saw the farm for the first time,smelt fresh air and well saw the farm life upclose and personal.Okay i could go on but i rather not,ill keep that little roadtrip in my head.


I wish i could stop time or maybe fast forward just a little,so i don't have to live in certain moments,but if i dont go through those moments i won't learn from them and it only adds character to me or my life.I guess it teaches me a lesson,but whether i chose to learn from the lesson is really the question.Is it too late to ask for some direction?.I suck big time at writing but nevertheless i write,i think i need to put a pre-warning on the top of my blog.


Tuesday, May 29, 2007

Friday, May 25, 2007

being little

The week is over ,went in a flash,hope the weekend drags on n on.Yesterday i spent the day with my boss's 7 year old daughter playing zwinky dressing the little dolls up,its so nice to be little,nothing really matters besides barbie and school and accessories, and all the sing along songs.

Sweet man,but i dont wish to be young again i like being able to go out buy clothes ,shop and talk about real issues and know the world i live in is not plastic.

Aye but nothing is stopping me from playing zwinky whole day.
ya ya il grow up some day.

Tuesday, May 22, 2007

Music and Lyrics

Last night yes yes yes i watched Music and Lyrics a total chick flick,i love Drew Barrymore she's a sweety and my favourite actress.I enjoyed the entire movie with the GAY songs and lyrics,i got the sooo gay part from my brother who watched little bit of it.

Anyhows weekend came and went,the usual people, the usual drama and the dissapointment of the sharks losing,okay i had to mention it since everyone is trying not to but we celebrated none the less.Sunday i watched the movie 'Fracture' really good movie thats all i can say,but dont waste your time going to watch it.

I did some match making over the weekend,worked out great,now im playing cupid.wooohooo.Not like i always dont.

Artist: Hugh Grant & Drew Barrymore Lyrics
Song: Way Back Into Love Lyrics

Hugh:I've been looking for someone to shed some light
Not just somebody to get me through the night
I could use some direction,
and I'm open to your suggestions

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I cant make it through without a way back into love
and If I open my heart again
I guess Im hopin you'll be there for me in the end

Haley:There are moments when I dont know if its real
or if anybody feels the way I feel
I need inspiration,
not just another negotiation

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I cant make it through without a way back into love
and If I open my heart to you

Im hopin you'll show me what to do
and if you help me to start again
you know that I'll be there for u in the end

Monday, May 21, 2007

Self inflicted

I don't know why i am the way i am but it's who i am.
I bottle things up and then it all comes out for the wrong reasons,
but i always get up and move on.
I know it's better to say what's on your mind ,but i just can't.

Thursday, May 17, 2007


Campus is busy this week, the exam hype is starting,presentations are being done by 3rd yr students.Last week i had deal with all the liars and the pretentious flu and accident victims,checking doctors certificates for those who missed the test.
This week i had numerous visits from the cheaters that got caught in test, crying because they getting zero for their Dp's.Next week will be the attempts by the slackers to make DP for the June exam.

Shame im being mean,to me its all fun, i like seeing em squirm just a lil. We all go through that so suck it up.On the upside of things i had beans and roti for lunch after ages was yummy,considering i don't like beans that much and James had a beans bunny..... we hit it durban style.

Lets cross our fingers for the guys paying an arm and a leg for their rugby tickets,hope they get it.Lets cross everything for the sharks to win saturday.


Tuesday, May 15, 2007

100 things

Okay im starting 100 things post dont know when i'l finish.Here goes.

1.Im addicted to xhot nando's.

2.Im a moody bitch at times.

3.I love my job(personal Assistant) which entails bossing,bitching and administration.

4.Im not one for animals,they bite and make me itchy

5.I have a learners and no drivers license which is a disgrace on my behalf.

6.Im daily slacker(procrastinator)

7.Im a social butterfly,im everywhere and i know almost everyone(sux that).

8.I love taking pictures and photography.

9.I live each moment and day as it comes.

10.Iv'e always got a smile on my face.

11.I laugh alot and out aloud(family trait).

12.Im a girl at heart.

13.Im sentimental,im sucker for little sweet things and gestures.

14.Im pretty cute (most definetly) so im told.

15.I have a sense of humour.

16.Im a pink queen.( the fushia pink)

17.I like things my way and i like to do it myself so it gets done.

18.I hardly get angry.

19.I don't voice my objections, when i get angry i keep quiet.

20.I have too many friends,but they're special in their own way.

21.I like to look at the good in people not the bad.

22.Im not a morning person.

22.I hate liars.

23.I hate nagging,and i dont nag.

24.I love to cook.

25.But hate to clean.

26.Im blessed with good guys that are always in my life.

27.I don't like people with no moral standards and no respect for themselves.( but i dont judge people)

28.I dont like people telling me what to do.

29.I despise people who always talk about me.

30.I haven't fallen in love or had a broken heart.

31.Im guilty of breaking hearts.

32.I forgive but dont forget.

33.Im lazy .

34.i am muslim

35.My parents are of different races.

36.I am shy at times(yes believe it)

37.Im pertified of cochroaches.

38.Afraid of heights.
39.Recovering shopholic.

40.Addicted to movies.

41.Dislike reading(contibution to my lack in vocab and grammer)

42. I have a 3yr diploma in Info technology.

43.I live with my parents.

44.I have one younger brother.

45.I can get my degree in counselling and psychology.(expert on everything)

46.that contributes to me being a good listener

47.and less of a talker.

48.Im spontaneous.

50.I live life on the edge(sorta)

51.Im a virgin (waiting till i turn 50)

52.I come across as uncaring and cold(to some people but im not)

53.Im stubborn.

54.I have a thing for quiet, sweet guys with a bit of spunk in them.

55.Im unable to express myself an feelings most of the times.

56.Im a clown most of the time at work.

57.Im streetwise( gangster in short).

58.I can handle stress and pressure.

60.I cry for movies that are sad 99% of the time.

61.I dont like to plan,because God is the one that plans for you.

62.Dont know when ill grow up.

63.I love to dance and sing anywhere anytime.

64.I dont like talking on the telephone but i can mxit all day( broken fingers here i come).

65.I love house music and well any good music.

66.Im reckless and careless at times.

67.Im a typical LEO

68.2015 so many years later updating this..

69.Married already 4 years and counting

70.Im into purple now no longer pink girl

71.been in Love since 2007 with my husband best friends are always guys

74.I  love shiny clothes and jewellery

75.Im a bag addict* i get bored easily* totally expensive Addiction

76.Had my first appartment/Flat with 3 bedrooms

77.My curly hair even when straight irritates me *always tie it up*

78.Im super spoilt by my husband and i know its wrong

79.I love eating out and trying new food



As we grow up ,go through life experiences ,go through family problems,go through make ups and break ups and break ups.We sit back and assess our current relationships or our future prospects and decide what do we need.

We now have the knowledge ,the experience all gathered up in our head.We not young ,stupid ,naive and gullibe anymore ,we can say now this is what i want and im not settling for less,i can stand on my own two feet now,so u can't use or abuse or make me like or love you,im my own person.

Im talking relationship wise now,choosing who u wish to go out with,marry ,divorce or just spend qaulity best friend time with.Lots of us are going through this,is he/she what i need,can he or she give me what i want.

Everyone wants different things,some want unconditional love,some want to be taken care of,some want freedom,some need trust,some want all the good things in life,others want normality and happiness or plain down attraction.We each choose whats the most important thing to us.

Okay so u have these wants from the other person,but you too have to give something back -You have to sacrifice ,understand ,compromise you cant have everything you want your way always.Give and thou shall receive.

Making yourself happy is the most important thing,It sounds selfish,but u have to be,because everyone no matter what they do is to benefit themselves,you can argue that point but if u think about it the end result is selfinvolved and self absorbed.If u gave it a try and it didnt work out,fine stop trying pack your bags and move on.

Take the time to sit back and think before you throw away something you can never get back.This post is aimed at all my friends,in their own way each of them are going through assessing their relationships,the make and break part of it.


Monday, May 14, 2007

From Dusk till Dawn

First off to start my saturday night was a rush to watch spiderman3 at supernova,I thought it would be boring so i set myself up for along monotonous 2 n half hours.But to my delight there was the cutest chubbiest little 5 year old boy with hanging cheeks and big gorgeous eyes sitting next to me,he just made me smile and laugh from the begining to the end,I really enjoyed the movie ,the frames moved very fast but it kept my attention and the storyline wasnt bad at all.
Then mr sparky bought me chinese rice which is like the next best thing to nandos,we both agree,we had a little fight over him eating my rice but il get over it,He said i look like a child getting a present not willing to share it.

Everyone else was at the rugby stadium parking lot ,didnt look like they wanted to leave there after the sharks won ,so we dropped in to see what was hapening,Jonathan was running around with he's sharks flag 'skirt' and the others were playing frisby,and ofcos ogling at some new 'hot eye candy additions'.

Then from going to leave my jacket in the car,it moved to us off to check out a house party on the north coast,which then moved to us driving to Ballito for no apparant reason in the world but just for fun and this 11 pm in the night,ya thats madness.Another part of madness that went along with that is me driving back from Ballito,a road i know nothing about and adding to fact i haven't driven in a year.

Going back to Absa stadium,the wild little animals(my lovable friends) were still there,the crew got bigger,the music got more funkier,the night just went on and on and drama just kept on boiling and brewing.
Who needs 'Days of our lives' when we have our own little live reality show that keeps kicking strong every weekend.But we are stronger than all that,We have love amongst us unlike no other crew and that is the honest truth.

Absa staduim :
hot girl: "would you top staring at my tits"
Drunk white guy:"I cant help it they're nice"
I couldnt help myself i burst out laughing.

Thursday, May 10, 2007

Grey Street Memories

Wednesday night we attended Grey Street Literary Trail at Suncoast supernova.Each told a little story of how they experienced life back in the day,how they led movements in the apartheid era and how safe life life was walking around town in the middle of the night,i guess all of our parents tell us those stories,i know mine do since they both lived in streets running parallel to grey street.

I lived in town almost half my life,i am now as the say from "The towns".

I remember Grey street in its own way...

It started when i was 9 years old and i attended Juma Musjid primary school,i played softball on the roof garden of grey street mosque and hit the ball over too many times.I remember friday Juma time going to read namaaz we had to pass through the arcade,buying pies and chips and running through little shops to browse article of no interest.I remember the walk down grey street to my granny's house passing patels to sit with my little brother and our other friends to have a beans bunny.

My high school life also took me up and down grey street,this time it was from the other end up girls high to the library and back.Everyday after school we,d stop at the corner shop beatrice and grey and have our 3.50 bunny's ,then off to the library not forgetting to stop at kulfi to stand and make noise and buy a milk lollies.
I remember ramadaan time going to read taraweeh at grey street mosque,then waiting afterwards for my dad to pick us up or running away with my cousins for a drive on the beach.

Each corner of grey street has memories,thats where i spent most of my youth not that im old...Ahem,but now i stay indoors because it aint safe nemore,me n zai just go to carson's corner to buy bread some days,it usually takes us half and hour to walk up lorne street and around the block.SOme people dont know what's it like to stay in town,i love it,it has it's up's and down's but we used to it and it gives a person character,attitude and makes them street wise.

Lets hope the memories dont fade along with the name.

Tuesday, May 8, 2007

with Love Envy

Ok so we evil ,a lil itsy bit evil.From all the hapenings of saturday night a lil cute bit of jealousy has stemmed,and well we just played it,which is very wrong but if guys want to carry on like 10 year old's it's their own thing,right.

Why is it that when another guy shows interest,then only the other guy wants to play all he's cards...go all out now that he knows he got competition,huloooo we not that stupid ok we are we just pretend like we are and go along with what you trying to pull off.But when a guy is jealous of another guy it's tooooo cute,shows how much you care for us.

Jealousy goes either two ways ,the person tries harder and feels competitive or gets totally put off.

Me if im jealous i tell it plain down and let me tell you i am,but if im not ill encourage you because i care about the person being happy.

Im not talking about girl on girl jealousy because to me that is a whole lotta bulldust and a waste of oxygen,Girls should getover it,go look in the mirror and fix your face and dress yourself ,then u have no reason to be jealous of the next person.

Monday, May 7, 2007

Through saturday

Weekend was well balanced i think,went out on saturday only,relaxed on either side of the main day.Well saturday afternoon was spent listening to channel Islam's Zina lecture,i made everyone listen,then we analysed it and blame the men for all the wrong that happends.

foodwise -I finally found a chinese rice i like,beef strips,chicken and prawns at Al-Mehran( i think its called that).

Moviewise -Tararumpum ,i totally enjoyed,Rani looked to cute in her little mini skirts and shaking her booty like a hip hop queen.

After the norm,we met up with everyone at Milkylane,yes big donkeys no where to go but there,it was hilarious,who woulda thought of that hapening.After much dealing and delivering everyone went to the cube to chill and fight over blu-bois.

5 minutes into all that,the girls went out for some fun,me and my girls totally had a rocking time,around 2am i found myself staring into the blackness of Absa staduim,with smile that didn't fade till morning.

Advise wise -Nooreen had a lip plump thingy that felt like a bee sting with a touch of acid eating away at our lips.We dont need shit like that around,thin lips are sexy too,not all guys go for the angelina Jolie look.

Friday, May 4, 2007

Kissing Numbers

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Ya i know this is really silly,but we big girls and we can act all silly because we can,and because we old enough to sit and tally up our younger days should i say or most recent times for others.

SO yesterday wasnt a busy day for us so Zai being the instigator,insisted we count the guys we kissed so far or can remember,so it spread to mxit and so on,and then we had all our buddies counting and comparing which was so much of fun.You know what's the weird thing the guys didnt want us to know,but the girls were over eager i wonder why...Neways once you got through asking the guys it seemed that the guys doubled their numbers and us girls when asked halfed it,its all about the image i guess.

So yesterday i heard alot of stories,i guess when u trying to count you reminisce about the past ,your first kiss ,your best kiss and we dont remember the bad ones.And you dont wana remember the ugly ones,but you know everyone goes through those stages where u were a lil off the edge and wicked ,ok some yall dont ,some of yall get married to yall's first boyfriends or your cousins,lol, just kidding.

When u grow out of it or older your realise its not about the qauntity but the qaulity,Its about the one's that gave you butterflies or the ones that made your heart skip and beat and took your breath away.But all in all after all that the more the merrier,hahahaha.

Neways enjoy the weekend,Njoy spiderman at Imax if yall get there.

Wednesday, May 2, 2007

Weekend stories

Weekend was relaxing ,went visiting had a house party sat nite,went to movies 3 days in a row,yeah im mad and bored.Hot fuzz sucked,Perfect stranger was a bit interesting had its twist and tales,Shooter was your typical action movie but Mark Walhberg was hot.

Food wise - Mimo's deep fried calamarie da bomb.

funny wise -Zai chases people around hyper by the sea and tries to put durex play in their trolleys,she ends up putting it in an old indian couples trolley.
Saturday she stops and greets and old greek man at musgrave that cant even see ,and he tells her he didnt recognise her without her uniform and give he's regards to mummy and daddy.
BTW Zai is older than 21 and insane.

Story wise - Men are Bastids

#1 -Guy is going out with a girl for 6 yrs going to get married in November but he's sleeping with 4 other girls ,i mean WTF thats disgusting,poor girl ,i hope she realises what happends before she marries this prick,okay the story came up when my friend was informing of STD's and telling me he's friend has it,okay im a bit old to learning about sue me,but at least im hearing about it.Oh this is a muslim guy and this could be your boyfriend too.If i knew him id rather not say.

#2 -This is thought was so unfair and shitty,this girls our new friend,how can guys be such users,guy and girl go out for 4 years ,guys got other gf as well,meet parents stays at girls house uses the girl in every way,gets own flat makes her clean and buy stuff for him then gets another girlfriend.Shame i really felt sorry for her.

Okay after all that before i hear stories,there are plenty guys that arnt like that out there and i know most of them,but just beware there are madar chods out there too.

All True

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I thought this was really funny and true.

#1 -True the more interest u show the more they dont want you,so make urself unavailable most of the time, but not too much of it becos then, you arnt thought of.

#2 -True we learn from our mistakes i think,guys dont do things for nothing,they either want you get in your pants or wanna use you for somthing else.

#3 -true,nice is Naaaaring,be nice when necessary and alone and when we want some induvidual attention ,but in public please show some manly traits.