Tuesday, March 30, 2010

Down but not out

This year hasnt been all good start,it was one thing after the other,i got stressed out never had time for anyone or anything i never took care of myself,i dont know if i lost myself along the way i gave up.

I thought i was strong but there is only so much a person can take without breaking down and wearing out.the last couple of weeks were even harder to deal with cause my body let me down got sick and still am sick, my medication which i have to take for one month is driving me insane making me moody eat more ,feel depresssed it either stay sick or die in the process.

I just feel like giving up sometimes but i wont, i need to pick myself up and know tomorow is going to better in fact its going to be great!lol cos this is not me and i need to be and feel myself again with the help of the Almighty.

north coast

Tuesday, March 23, 2010

a lil bit of fun n drama

Well the 3rd month is over,everyones 40 days are over,things are going back to normal if there is such a thing as normal.

Wednesday night we went clubbing first time this year, we went for ladies night and then had a blast till 3 am,my dad wasnt too pleased about that.So then came teh weekend went to Origin fri night was too much drama n issues for one night i think all teh girls that night cried lol is funny now but at that time it wasnt.

Sat night was house party night i did not partake in the nights festivities i went to sleep early.when i woke up everyone was going to sleep bleh im grown old i know.

Sundayw as fun we went for lunch to my frends house food was awesum thereafter to my bf house for a braai , need i say i did not go hungry teh whole weeknd.sis-in-law went back to Saudi monday evening and thereafter we went for supper again all 100 of us.

Sunday, March 14, 2010

Wednesday, March 3, 2010

March has begun

And the boredom still lingures on, i was sick most of last week went o the doctor on Monday and the test all came back good,so i was happy about that.I was really scared thought that i was seriously sick again and was prepared for the worst.

SO trust in the almighty and everything will be okay. :)

Just something i saw,a girl was sitting nxt to me in Suncoast the other day,a young girl and a tiny one also and when i looked at both her hands they were burnt,i felt really bad for her shame.