Supose to be the month of year for me,but as i get older it just gets more sad n i dnt look forward to it :(
not that all my previous years werent well celebrated like it was a national holiday and everyone celebrated with me,always was such a big party time of the year for me.but now i just getting older and its sad to admit that, lol not like i can do anything abt it.
I can actually say ive changed and so have my ways old age has finally caught up with me,n i prefer to relax n do nothing.My bf has already bought me so much presents so theres nothing else i could ask for plus its in ramadaan so there,i can make lotsa duas that i age well.
We moving now,actually my parents are so we,ve been busy painting and tiling and redecorating ,such fun everything new n out with the old.It will be diffrent i wont be staying central town anymore moving to sherwood, no waking up to bus noises or taxi hooters,no neighbours screaming and fighting ,no more drama.
Now ill have to get my licence that's a must now because theres no busses or taxi's in my area.
So goes on busy August month,seems like the whole world is born in this month,all the arrogant,boastful lions(me)
Showing posts with label Me. Show all posts
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Wednesday, August 11, 2010
Friday, October 5, 2007
IOD - Part 2
Okay so, My week hasnt gotten any better,Thats my last injury up to date.
Im sick with the flu the whole week,Tuesday night as i was taking the cottage pie out the microwave the gravy spilt all over my wrist and burnt me.
Poor Me,was so painful,but its getting better now.
The fast is almost over now,1 week to go and its Eid.
A bumpy road is ahead for me,but ill take each day as it comes.
Nobody is sure of tomorrow or whether the choice they make today will be the right one,im one of those people.
Im sick with the flu the whole week,Tuesday night as i was taking the cottage pie out the microwave the gravy spilt all over my wrist and burnt me.
Poor Me,was so painful,but its getting better now.
The fast is almost over now,1 week to go and its Eid.
A bumpy road is ahead for me,but ill take each day as it comes.
Nobody is sure of tomorrow or whether the choice they make today will be the right one,im one of those people.
Friday, September 28, 2007
Monday, September 17, 2007
Pieces
This morning as i rushed to get ready for work, my perfume bottle broke into a 100 little pieces. Its broken now i can't use it ever again, i just had to pick it up, throw it in the bin and carry on.
Sometimes in life, no matter how hard you try to manage things on your own, it’s not possible, in the end you give up.
That’s who I am, that’s what I do 'I Give Up'.
I started the weekend with my mind on something exciting but it all just fell apart, i lost my spirit along the way with the help of some uncalled for remarks.
Maybe it was a good thing, to face what is ahead instead of trying to push it one side, maybe it is better to deal with what lies in front of you, being positive is not part of the deal anymore.
This morning i feel much better, Maybe i can pick up the pieces of my shattered spirit, just maybe all is not lost, because after all I’m stronger than i think i am.
Sometimes in life, no matter how hard you try to manage things on your own, it’s not possible, in the end you give up.
That’s who I am, that’s what I do 'I Give Up'.
I started the weekend with my mind on something exciting but it all just fell apart, i lost my spirit along the way with the help of some uncalled for remarks.
Maybe it was a good thing, to face what is ahead instead of trying to push it one side, maybe it is better to deal with what lies in front of you, being positive is not part of the deal anymore.
This morning i feel much better, Maybe i can pick up the pieces of my shattered spirit, just maybe all is not lost, because after all I’m stronger than i think i am.
Tuesday, September 11, 2007
Herbal Tea and ME
So the journey has ended with me and my herbal tea that i loved so much,apparantly the lady has a problem with getting the Earthlife tea all the way from Cape Town.
SO yesterday i went to the health shop in west street,and the lady there gave me some leaves and other crap to boil and drink,was'nt so bad im used to drinking tea that taste like drain water.Im so sad now.
I care about my tea,even if other people don't.
SO yesterday i went to the health shop in west street,and the lady there gave me some leaves and other crap to boil and drink,was'nt so bad im used to drinking tea that taste like drain water.Im so sad now.
I care about my tea,even if other people don't.
Monday, May 21, 2007
Self inflicted
I don't know why i am the way i am but it's who i am.
I bottle things up and then it all comes out for the wrong reasons,
but i always get up and move on.
I know it's better to say what's on your mind ,but i just can't.
I bottle things up and then it all comes out for the wrong reasons,
but i always get up and move on.
I know it's better to say what's on your mind ,but i just can't.
Tuesday, May 15, 2007
100 things
Okay im starting 100 things post dont know when i'l finish.Here goes.
1.Im addicted to xhot nando's.
2.Im a moody bitch at times.
3.I love my job(personal Assistant) which entails bossing,bitching and administration.
4.Im not one for animals,they bite and make me itchy
5.I have a learners and no drivers license which is a disgrace on my behalf.
6.Im daily slacker(procrastinator)
7.Im a social butterfly,im everywhere and i know almost everyone(sux that).
8.I love taking pictures and photography.
9.I live each moment and day as it comes.
10.Iv'e always got a smile on my face.
11.I laugh alot and out aloud(family trait).
12.Im a girl at heart.
13.Im sentimental,im sucker for little sweet things and gestures.
14.Im pretty cute (most definetly) so im told.
15.I have a sense of humour.
16.Im a pink queen.( the fushia pink)
17.I like things my way and i like to do it myself so it gets done.
18.I hardly get angry.
19.I don't voice my objections, when i get angry i keep quiet.
20.I have too many friends,but they're special in their own way.
21.I like to look at the good in people not the bad.
22.Im not a morning person.
22.I hate liars.
23.I hate nagging,and i dont nag.
24.I love to cook.
25.But hate to clean.
26.Im blessed with good guys that are always in my life.
27.I don't like people with no moral standards and no respect for themselves.( but i dont judge people)
28.I dont like people telling me what to do.
29.I despise people who always talk about me.
30.I haven't fallen in love or had a broken heart.
31.Im guilty of breaking hearts.
32.I forgive but dont forget.
33.Im lazy .
34.i am muslim
35.My parents are of different races.
36.I am shy at times(yes believe it)
37.Im pertified of cochroaches.
38.Afraid of heights.
39.Recovering shopholic.
40.Addicted to movies.
41.Dislike reading(contibution to my lack in vocab and grammer)
42. I have a 3yr diploma in Info technology.
43.I live with my parents.
44.I have one younger brother.
45.I can get my degree in counselling and psychology.(expert on everything)
46.that contributes to me being a good listener
47.and less of a talker.
48.Im spontaneous.
50.I live life on the edge(sorta)
51.Im a virgin (waiting till i turn 50)
52.I come across as uncaring and cold(to some people but im not)
53.Im stubborn.
54.I have a thing for quiet, sweet guys with a bit of spunk in them.
55.Im unable to express myself an feelings most of the times.
56.Im a clown most of the time at work.
57.Im streetwise( gangster in short).
58.I can handle stress and pressure.
60.I cry for movies that are sad 99% of the time.
61.I dont like to plan,because God is the one that plans for you.
62.Dont know when ill grow up.
63.I love to dance and sing anywhere anytime.
64.I dont like talking on the telephone but i can mxit all day( broken fingers here i come).
65.I love house music and well any good music.
66.Im reckless and careless at times.
67.Im a typical LEO
68.2015 so many years later updating this..
69.Married already 4 years and counting
70.Im into purple now no longer pink girl
71.been in Love since 2007 with my husband
73.my best friends are always guys
74.I love shiny clothes and jewellery
75.Im a bag addict* i get bored easily* totally expensive Addiction
76.Had my first appartment/Flat with 3 bedrooms
77.My curly hair even when straight irritates me *always tie it up*
78.Im super spoilt by my husband and i know its wrong
79.I love eating out and trying new food
80.
1.Im addicted to xhot nando's.
2.Im a moody bitch at times.
3.I love my job(personal Assistant) which entails bossing,bitching and administration.
4.Im not one for animals,they bite and make me itchy
5.I have a learners and no drivers license which is a disgrace on my behalf.
6.Im daily slacker(procrastinator)
7.Im a social butterfly,im everywhere and i know almost everyone(sux that).
8.I love taking pictures and photography.
9.I live each moment and day as it comes.
10.Iv'e always got a smile on my face.
11.I laugh alot and out aloud(family trait).
12.Im a girl at heart.
13.Im sentimental,im sucker for little sweet things and gestures.
14.Im pretty cute (most definetly) so im told.
15.I have a sense of humour.
16.Im a pink queen.( the fushia pink)
17.I like things my way and i like to do it myself so it gets done.
18.I hardly get angry.
19.I don't voice my objections, when i get angry i keep quiet.
20.I have too many friends,but they're special in their own way.
21.I like to look at the good in people not the bad.
22.Im not a morning person.
22.I hate liars.
23.I hate nagging,and i dont nag.
24.I love to cook.
25.But hate to clean.
26.Im blessed with good guys that are always in my life.
27.I don't like people with no moral standards and no respect for themselves.( but i dont judge people)
28.I dont like people telling me what to do.
29.I despise people who always talk about me.
30.I haven't fallen in love or had a broken heart.
31.Im guilty of breaking hearts.
32.I forgive but dont forget.
33.Im lazy .
34.i am muslim
35.My parents are of different races.
36.I am shy at times(yes believe it)
37.Im pertified of cochroaches.
38.Afraid of heights.
39.Recovering shopholic.
40.Addicted to movies.
41.Dislike reading(contibution to my lack in vocab and grammer)
42. I have a 3yr diploma in Info technology.
43.I live with my parents.
44.I have one younger brother.
45.I can get my degree in counselling and psychology.(expert on everything)
46.that contributes to me being a good listener
47.and less of a talker.
48.Im spontaneous.
50.I live life on the edge(sorta)
51.Im a virgin (waiting till i turn 50)
52.I come across as uncaring and cold(to some people but im not)
53.Im stubborn.
54.I have a thing for quiet, sweet guys with a bit of spunk in them.
55.Im unable to express myself an feelings most of the times.
56.Im a clown most of the time at work.
57.Im streetwise( gangster in short).
58.I can handle stress and pressure.
60.I cry for movies that are sad 99% of the time.
61.I dont like to plan,because God is the one that plans for you.
62.Dont know when ill grow up.
63.I love to dance and sing anywhere anytime.
64.I dont like talking on the telephone but i can mxit all day( broken fingers here i come).
65.I love house music and well any good music.
66.Im reckless and careless at times.
67.Im a typical LEO
68.2015 so many years later updating this..
69.Married already 4 years and counting
70.Im into purple now no longer pink girl
71.been in Love since 2007 with my husband
73.my best friends are always guys
74.I love shiny clothes and jewellery
75.Im a bag addict* i get bored easily* totally expensive Addiction
76.Had my first appartment/Flat with 3 bedrooms
77.My curly hair even when straight irritates me *always tie it up*
78.Im super spoilt by my husband and i know its wrong
79.I love eating out and trying new food
80.
Thursday, April 26, 2007
Worry!
Ask me i dont know what happend to this week,think i was in shock the whole week,tense and stressed out.Worry took the better half of me ,as much as everyone told me not to ,it ate me up and then i ate it up ,lol.
im not saying my life is fine n dandy,because that's what it always was,i always help other people and always put other people first,but this week i put me first and if any of you guys felt that i was upset with ya'll i wasnt,just trying to sort me out.
Thanks for being there for me,love you guys alot.Okay boo hoo.
So to sum it up,i wont be me for another month,No bestfriend,mummy, pychologist,sister F_AWL,count this sister out.
Weekends coming up guys have a great one,im planning how to fit my punishment into my lifestyle.ok no planning cause planning dont work.Jeezzz here comes the longest weekend evaaaa...
BEAUTIFUL THINGS -ANDAIN
Can I change my mind
did I think things through
It was once my life -
it was my life at one time
Got up early, found something's missing
my only name.
No one else sees but I got stuck,
and soon forever came.
Stopped pushing on for just a second,
then nothing's changed.
Who am I this time,
where's my name
I guess it crept away.
No one's calling for me at the door.
And unpredictable won't bother anymore.
And silently gets harder to ignore.
Look straight ahead,
there's nothing left to see.
What's done is done,
this life has got it's hold on me.
Just let it go, what now can never be.
I forgot that I might see,
So many beautful things.
I forgot that I might need,
to find out what life could bring.
Take this happy ending away, it's all the same.
God won't waste this simplicity on possibility.
Get me up, wake me up, dreams are filling
this trace of blame.
Frozen still I thought I could stop,
now who's gonna wait.
No one's calling for me at the door.
and unpredictable won't bother anymore.
and silently gets harder to ignore.
look straight ahead,
there's nothing left to see.
what's done is done,
this life has got it's hold on me.
just let it go, what now can never be.
Now what do I do can I change my mind
did I think things through
It was once my life - it was my life at one time.
im not saying my life is fine n dandy,because that's what it always was,i always help other people and always put other people first,but this week i put me first and if any of you guys felt that i was upset with ya'll i wasnt,just trying to sort me out.
Thanks for being there for me,love you guys alot.Okay boo hoo.
So to sum it up,i wont be me for another month,No bestfriend,mummy, pychologist,sister F_AWL,count this sister out.
Weekends coming up guys have a great one,im planning how to fit my punishment into my lifestyle.ok no planning cause planning dont work.Jeezzz here comes the longest weekend evaaaa...
BEAUTIFUL THINGS -ANDAIN
Can I change my mind
did I think things through
It was once my life -
it was my life at one time
Got up early, found something's missing
my only name.
No one else sees but I got stuck,
and soon forever came.
Stopped pushing on for just a second,
then nothing's changed.
Who am I this time,
where's my name
I guess it crept away.
No one's calling for me at the door.
And unpredictable won't bother anymore.
And silently gets harder to ignore.
Look straight ahead,
there's nothing left to see.
What's done is done,
this life has got it's hold on me.
Just let it go, what now can never be.
I forgot that I might see,
So many beautful things.
I forgot that I might need,
to find out what life could bring.
Take this happy ending away, it's all the same.
God won't waste this simplicity on possibility.
Get me up, wake me up, dreams are filling
this trace of blame.
Frozen still I thought I could stop,
now who's gonna wait.
No one's calling for me at the door.
and unpredictable won't bother anymore.
and silently gets harder to ignore.
look straight ahead,
there's nothing left to see.
what's done is done,
this life has got it's hold on me.
just let it go, what now can never be.
Now what do I do can I change my mind
did I think things through
It was once my life - it was my life at one time.
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