Worry!

Ask me i dont know what happend to this week,think i was in shock the whole week,tense and stressed out.Worry took the better half of me ,as much as everyone told me not to ,it ate me up and then i ate it up ,lol.

im not saying my life is fine n dandy,because that's what it always was,i always help other people and always put other people first,but this week i put me first and if any of you guys felt that i was upset with ya'll i wasnt,just trying to sort me out.
Thanks for being there for me,love you guys alot.Okay boo hoo.

So to sum it up,i wont be me for another month,No bestfriend,mummy, pychologist,sister F_AWL,count this sister out.

Weekends coming up guys have a great one,im planning how to fit my punishment into my lifestyle.ok no planning cause planning dont work.Jeezzz here comes the longest weekend evaaaa...


BEAUTIFUL THINGS -ANDAIN

Can I change my mind
did I think things through
It was once my life -
it was my life at one time


Got up early, found something's missing
my only name.

No one else sees but I got stuck,
and soon forever came.
Stopped pushing on for just a second,
then nothing's changed.
Who am I this time,
where's my name
I guess it crept away.


No one's calling for me at the door.
And unpredictable won't bother anymore.
And silently gets harder to ignore.
Look straight ahead,
there's nothing left to see.
What's done is done,
this life has got it's hold on me.
Just let it go, what now can never be.


I forgot that I might see,
So many beautful things.
I forgot that I might need,
to find out what life could bring.

Take this happy ending away, it's all the same.
God won't waste this simplicity on possibility.
Get me up, wake me up, dreams are filling
this trace of blame.
Frozen still I thought I could stop,
now who's gonna wait.


No one's calling for me at the door.
and unpredictable won't bother anymore.
and silently gets harder to ignore.
look straight ahead,
there's nothing left to see.
what's done is done,
this life has got it's hold on me.
just let it go, what now can never be.

Now what do I do can I change my mind
did I think things through


It was once my life - it was my life at one time.