All cried out

Thats what i am,the last week has been tiring nad taken a toll on me.

My granpa passed away last week friday and was buried a week later.
I think because it took so long fo rteh funeral everything was not laid down to rest until we actually had a chance to say goodbye,its still unbelievable but u cant hold onto someone foreva i was just blessed to have him for such along time.

Such is life of uncertantity i duno where im going, i feel sometimes like i just wantto give up on tehgood things in life.Is it just a fantasy to believe that everything will be good n fine oneday and forget the bad thing and hope they will stay in the past.

Why cant i just be happy,i do make the most of everything?????